Some thoughts...

The weekend is almost over and I am glad that it had helped me to recover from the fatigue. A good choice on my part of not going anywhere except for the library. Didn't realise how much I need the rest and the solitude.

The trip to the beach on Friday night brought back alot of memories. I used to like nature more than commercial areas but most of my companions like commercial areas better so I sort of shifted. How long had it been since I strolled along the beach or read at the beach? Too long for me to recall... Strolling and casual talk under moonlight had been ages ago... And I forgotten how much it can help me relax, to just rest... There are people around but yet I am alone... That's what I need when I want a break... Commercial places is like a black hole, draining my energy away... Guess that's one of the reasons why I don't really want to go out and shop or walk around on weekends.

When I was at the library yesterday, I had this sudden impulse thought to go to the nearby park and just sit. Too many things had happened and happening at the same time. Work stress just add one more streak to it... Umm I guess the need to move on in one way or another is pushing me. Is there enough trust in me to just embrace it as it comes???

The coming week will be very busy and I don't think I can spare much thoughts to things... Umm... Going to meet people up the following week to do some catch up... Maybe it's time for me to just totally let go and see what comes back to me...