Tired tired tired...

Though my pox were long gone except for the marks and scars, I am still very lethargic... Wonder when will I be back in shape... Seems like I will continue to lose weight until I can be back to a normal diet... My lunch and dinner is plain white porridge with preserved veggie again...

And overall though I am still pretty upset and depressed about all the stuff that had happened to me, at least I had got people whom I can pour part or all on;-) Thanks for being there and making the effort to contact me though you guys are busy and full of your own worries. Especially YY, thanks for listening to my rantings and providing me with a clear and good view on some issues.

I guess by the time I am back to work, most of the issues that are distracting and disrupting me at the moment will more or less be resolved. Hopefully all things will be resolved in a timely fashion and in a good way. Well, good way is not the right description but guess I am in denial of the worst that can happen and praying hard that it does not happen. Perhaps after all had been resolved, I will share more on them with all of you. For now, I am still keeping it within 3 people, excluding those involved.

In a nutshell, I am just so tired and depressed... Sign...