Very interesting CNY... ... ...

Today is the 3rd day of the CNY and I feel that it's been crappy so far...

For mas, I pray hard for your granny's recovery and do take care of yourself and your family... If you ever need someone to be there, very old line, I am only a phone call away. But anyway, that's how we communicate nowadays. Let nature's take it's course in the healing process... Though we don't know what will be happening next but there is no point in worrying.

For nana, heard that your darling had made you angry again... And he seems inpatient with you as well, from what you said... Hey take things easy ok, now you guys are at the rocky stage, give and take a little and things will be fine... After all, both of you are a couple, don't be too calculative and let some things go... Me as your friend feels very upset and baffled how can you guys be arguing for 1 whole month!

For myself, I got to give myself a pat on my shoulder for purposefully not going to the Dr for more medicine... And I manage to get myself pretty bad cold symptoms which gave me the green light staying home for the CNY :-D Luckily, I don't have any elders in my family so it's fine that I am not doing visiting. In the process, I manage to dodge the favourite questions by my relatives and still get my red packets. It's embarassing that I got the red packets without visiting them though.

Why I am feeling seriously lousy about this CNY, is not because of these stuff which I described above. I have been having more dreams lately... Though I asked for it but I still don't know how to handle it well enough... I guess because some of my recent dreams had very important meaning in my life at the moment so I asked to open up this ability again... Just that I guess it's been a long while since I am in denial of this ability that it's overwhelming when it comes back... Or maybe that too many of them are coming together in a short span of time that makes it worst...

I guess at the moment I am pretty drained by all these things rolling in my head 'cos something is forming but yet I am not grasping it... Or maybe I am in denial of what I see but yet I want to see more... Conflicts of logic and emotions... Hmph... wonder when I will get over it...