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Saturday, February 16, 2008

Why did You deal me such a bad hand???

Haiz... As a Chinese saying goes, bad things come in three... Well, this had definitely happened to me arh!!!

First if all is my episode of chicken pox. Had high fever for 4 days before it finally broke, for details, refer to my earlier entry. By the way, I just came back from the Doc with another supply of 20 tabs of anti-viral drug, one bottle of gentamicin cream for the inflammed areas, one bottle of steriod cream for eczema, which, started at the back of my knee and 10 tabs of anti-histamine for my cute little nose.


Second, one of my card was involved in a fraud case which happened in France. The transaction was highlighted and verified if it indeed was made with my authorisation. But it was too late anyway as the transaction was already processed and now I have to wait till the merchant claim the money from the bank before I can formally put in my request of dispute charges and file a police report.

Last but not least, the all time favourites, family issues. This issue is pretty tangled up at the moment. If things go well, nothing will happen, else it will be an all hell break loose scenario which will cause big changes in my family. At this stage, I don't really want to talk much about it as it is pretty messy. But it is taking up a big chunk of my mind and heart. Seriously, I am pretty upset and angry over it. The person whom is the source of all the problems had been repeating this problem for many many years and this is why I am so upset. Anger stemmed from the fact that this person listed death as one of the choices. This is one of the most irresponsible and cowardly manner of handling things. And speaking to this person literally make me vomit blood. Well, seriously, I gave up on this situation. If death is going to be the choice made, than let it be. There is a narrow and difficult path but if the choice is to bail out using death, than let it be.

Haiz... Bad things had been happening to people around me and now finally it is my turn... Well, just say that I know bad things will soon fall on me but I didn't expect it to be these much and intense. These are going to be lessons well learnt, no matter what the outcome will be.

And now, I got another "issue" on hand to settle. Well, at least I can ask for some time to think about it. Perhaps can follow the tradition of White Valentines ;-) Which means, he got to wait for about a month before I reply hahaha...