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Sunday, February 17, 2008

Don't understand...

Well, I am definitely baffled at why they came to say the same things at the same time... Haiz...

And I also don't understand why some people like to step into other people business... In fact not only step into, but seems to be excited, happy or in a nutshell, high... Dishing out comments, solutions and stuff like that when they were not invited or asked to do so... Or maybe love struck people tends to want people to be like them??? Haiz... I really don't want to handle such emotional people as trying to rationalise with them will anger me. Certain issues need a 3rd party to help out but certainly not this one.

Well, honestly, I am glad that they do not know of my past relationships or potentials, else I guess it will be very stressful. But this round, there is no avoiding as these people are all in the same circle and it is just almost impossible to keep things mum :-( I guess I should stop sharing about my other friends, outside of this circle with them or rather one of them. At least, I can have moments of peace and let a relationship develop quietly if there is a chance in the future.

Luckily, there are still 2 of them whom are just great. Thanks YY for just hearing me ramble and laugh at it. And KK, thanks for understanding how both parties felt in this scenario and for cracking jokes to help me laugh. But I am still pretty upset over the whole thing despite the understanding and support you guys had given. I suppose having too many at one shot is just really draining.

Maybe I should just hurdle in my own world for awhile and limit my interaction with this circle. Too tired and drained... Perhaps I should say this chicken pox happened in good time... Let me have peace and a chance to regain my balance.

Can these people understand that I simply need my space and time to recover??? Trying to push at the wrong time will simply cause rebound.