What is the use of working when there is nothing to work on???
Broke the news to some of my fellow colleagues about my decision to leave... Well I think it came as a surprise to some but expected for most hahaha:-D seems like everyone have different reasons why they want to leave but I guess mine is the funniest hahaha... Not enough work to keep me busy;-)
Anyway, the "scary" thing is that I got a call from an agency regarding arrangements for putting my resume through for certain positions that they have. The ONE that I want is in it as well!!! N I finally know what is the name of the company. Let's see if I can get to the interview and see what they offer. The other company is also one that I know too and is very close to my first company. I wonder which one I will hava a better chance of getting to the interview???
Hahaha I guess at the moment I am just thinking too much;-) and further more, my "record" is not very good so I won't hold high hopes except for the particular ONE that maybe desperate :-D
Back to my current job. I think it is really getting on my nerves. My boss asked me to move down to my "home" without telling me what to do next. And I have to find work to entertain myself for half a day. Seriously speaking, I feel guilty for the amount of work I do vs amount of $$ I get for it... I had been enjoying myself for at least 7 months in total if I were to add them all up!!! Haiz, actually I start to think that I must be crazy to want to change job. Comfortable slacking environment, convenient to go many places and meet my frenz, good pay (considering the amt of work)... ... ... But the boredom is killing me and I don't see myself moving to a comfortable position in another few years down the road... Well, I will just essentially become a more "senior" staff or SO in due time, perhaps, but... ... ... I think that is not exactly what I want... ... ... I think for now, I prefer to "hide" in a job that don't deal with the "life" and "death" of ppl every single day/moment in the job... ... ...
Haiz but will I be really able to "hide" from my heart... ... ... ??? ??? ???

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