Feeling down... ... ...

Haiz was reading Suet's old blog entries... I felt so guilty for not reading her blog entries and chit chat with her more often... saw how much she been through for the past 6 months which we seldom contact and realize tat I missed out so much...

N today, one of my colleagues retired after 30yrs of service... but i don feel much for him as i don get to work with him nor knew him personally... den one of my colleagues who didn really have much contact actually commented tat he missed him less den an hr after farewell lunch!!! Sad to say, i felt tat it is very fake...

Den conversation got steered to staying for long in a company... if she is satisfied wif the job n happy wif the colleagues, she stays... umm sometimes i wonder is it good to base on something that is always unstable to make decisions??? umm perhaps i am too practical a person at times...

Standing at the crossroads... I wonder if He can hear the words from my heart or perhaps He is waiting for me to call out again... Let Him decide ba...