bullied by flu virus... mood very down ah...

haiz... yesterday mc again... i tink the flu virus is really powerful... been following me since last wk, though it was stil not full-blown yet but the effect is enough!!! stil having some headache today, n there is a meeting later ah...aiyo hope i don get arrowed later...

like to thank my mum n mas for ur kind support n listening ears recently... esp mas cos he had his plate full but stil willing to listen to some of my erm, i guess should be questions on some things... hahaha n soon yy, we wil be listening ears for each other hahaha... looking forward to meet u in the next few days... oh yes, flor if u r free on either wed or thurs nite, let one of us noe n we can arrange for dinner together (^_^) been some time since yy, u n me got together!!!

umm feel tat many things r not going right recently... maybe it is tat there r too many unhappy issues recently, the anger n doubts towards myself tat seem to make things worst... oh no am i sinking into depression???!!! no no cannot, must wake up liao!!! piak piak piak!!! pat my face 3 times, ha ha ha, laugh 3 times... ... ... phew feel better liao... pray tat You wil be carrying me on ur back through out these times which my heart is feeling unstable n fear n dread seems to be taking over... pray tat my hand is in Your hand n tat it will never be let go of... do not let me be broken by trials but let me be made by them... but if i am already broken, den mould me again so tat there wil be no leaks n be shattered again so easily...

hey it is the first time tat i wrote so long hahaha... oki now u guys noe tat i am at a down period, warm welcomes to all words of consoles n encouragement hee hee i guess tis is quite obvious wat i am hinting at (^-^) but no worries, u guys have always been doing well in these areas mentioed above!

The truth maybe hard to bear... but closing up to hide the truth is even worst... only when u open up to release the truth tat it become easier to bear n more doors will be opened... Perhaps too many things had happened recently tat seems tat the truth is hidden somewhere or rather i choose not to c it... umm i tink tat is abt it for now... meeting at 9... boo hoo...