Lost friend

Haiz... last entry I was looking for a friend whom I lost because of my inconsideration... For the past 2 weeks I think of this friend I felt that I lost...

Though it is quite sad that only less than 1 mth ago, we were thinking back how far back n how long our friendship is, now I felt that this friendship is not what it use to be... Guess there are certain things in our lives that change us slowly... One changes without even realising it n too unwilling to see the changes even if it is slapped right in your face...

Well I guess I just have to walked through this period slowly and gradually get use to this change as well... Too many changes, too many diversions, different ways we go... Sad perhaps, but what is the point in dwelling on a relationship which had changed too much that it no longer taste right???

Luckily I do not care much for somethings and though I know that my good will is being exploited but I shall not look back 'cos it just hurts too much... Perhaps we may meet again but it will never be the same... too many things had gone between us during this period of time n perhaps we are both to blame 'cos we didn bother but just let it rot...