1st concert which I enjoyed and regret... Plus early Monday Blues

Went to Mayday concert on Saturday and it was real good :-D !!! The stage setting is as good or rather better than advertised, the sound quality was not compromised in anyway and the arrangement was fantastic. Haiz regretted not getting tickets that are nearer to the stage... Though I am not a die hard fan but it is a pity not to be able to get closer to them when the stage was built to encourage audience-performer interaction. Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself tremendously and it is a great experience when the audience enjoyed it as much ;-)

Felt hard to sleep yesterday after such a high concert but was too lazy to switch on my laptop to write. Guessed it was also hard for me to type my feelings into words at that time too. Read myself silly into the wee hours of the morning to sleep and continued doing so this morning. Sort of calmed down by the afternoon and actually manage to find the energy to deal with my niece and nephew hahaha. Went to the library in the evening and luck's on my side. Managed to get a new book by one of my favourite Japanese author(translated to Chinese) and found a few interesting books ;-)

After such a carefree weekend, I dread the coming week but anticipate it at the same time. Finally going to be rid of something but the next thing is already on it's way and what's worst, the next next next... thing is also lined-up. Anyway, guessed because the decision had been made about the time to leave and that had left me sad in a way. Will be missing my colleagues and the uncertainty of going into something new. But like what I told my mum, it is my responsibility. Even if I made a silly decision, it is my responsibilty to make things right and not grimace or whine. I will have to bear the consequences of my decisions since I made them voluntarily and after careful consideration. Sometimes things may be tough but it is pointless to whine and wonder how well I maybe able to perform if I sticked to Science.

I guessed to sum things up, stepping out of the comfort zone and worries of not being able to perform well because of failing memory due to age(I am 24 while my classmates are 19) checked me. And leaving my colleagues of 2.5 years will leave a void or sadness too... Haiz... so far, guessed the joy of it had not really fall into place yet and the surreal feeling of dream come true is still lingering...

Ok need to go rest soon... Need to get some zzz...