Feeling down...

I am still feeling down... Don't think it can be solved by buying things or shopping... Guessed it's really time to take a break. Give myself more time to read and pursue things that I am interested...

Apart from unknown reasons that are contributing to my prolong sadness, I missed prayer meeting today... Though the reasons I used to convince myself are consider logical but I still feel upset about it... Haiz...

Was counting the type and amount of antibiotics I had taken for the last few years... And... I feel even more upset hahaha... Just hope that I will get well soon...