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Hahaha finally... there is work!!! :-D

As usual, my boss, who was looking high and low for me yesterday, sent me an email 8 hours later, telling me some stuff that are well, not so urgent... Anyway went looking for her to confirm that she has nothing else to add to the email... N of course, there is nothing to add hahaha :-D

And a big thank you to my dearest colleague, Ms Tan Koon Puay, who advised me against bringing all my stuff down because "you never know when you will be up again"... n true enough, I will be up again for 1 week... looks like i have to keep my belongings in a cardbpard box for easy transferring... Plus, it is good practice for someone who have thoughts of leaving ;-D

Was telling Koon Puay earlier during tea break that I have 3rd tots (previous entry on 2nd tots)abt leaving this year... I was asked by the good memory and sharp Ms Tan about y since I admit I am one of those who will quit after developing such tots... N of cos I told her about how I feel that I am like running away from something by quitting... Haiz... the grand question is I don even know what I am running from... n I am thinking of going to Europe for a tour around Oct... So having leave and a job to come back to is a good idea... That eventually nurtures the idea of staying till next year, at least till I get my bonus to recuperate from my loss of considerable wealth if I go for the trip... hahaha :-D

So now, as I am waiting for my stuff to come back from registration, I have alot of time on hand to think and wonder about stuff... Perhaps my mind is working too hard on these issues that I keep getting sick recently... Speaking of which reminds me of something... Yesterday, for some reason, quite a number of my frenz met with problems regarding work... n they are from pretty diverse industries... KK n Koon Puay met with funny problems with insufficient equipment n stuff not working well, Darling got scolded first thing in the morning for faults tat r not hers, YY got to clear up stuff which just happen to be there because someone used the lab under her charge n got to face a funny senior... Haiz...

Well seems like we all got our own load of stuff to carry... N tat reminds me of the grand finale of the soap opera by darling's colleagues... Hopefully, it will show on time tomorrow and that there is no anti-climax scenaris such as having one of the lead characters running away wor :-D Haiz... latest developments heard are that she seems to be frightened of him, because of what he did to his Ex.

Umm, I can't really think of what he did that can be so "terrifying" to her 'cos apparently she mentioned that she was attracted to him because of his gentlemaness... well, if what is "frightening" her are only actions that are pertaining to things that happen before/during the relationship, den I wonder if those are some actions or stuff that are consider, umm, normal in a relationship??? Well, if it is after the relationship, den what could he have done to let her become so frightened but yet still be a close friend to him??? I tink it is simply ironical that you can be frightened of him yet be such a close friend to him and allow yourself to spend time with him and let him see you home...

Every couple whom started out as friends will definitely go through a period of uncertainty... They will wonder if it is the right decision and if the feelings are of love and not any other... We are all afraid of losing our close friends, there is no timidity in admitting that we all want company of the people we love/like. And there is no weakness too, in admitting that you like/love someone, no matter what others might say. 'Cos eventually, the happiness that comes with it is yours. Perhaps it is easy to say but difficult to do but you never know if you don't try. Sometimes, a 3rd party might be instrumental in helping the relationship though. Just a warning, please don't get involved any further Darling, 'cos I prefer that we both sit down together with popcorn and soda to look at soap opera hahaha :-D