Sad job and some thoughts...

Thinking back about my working life, about the jobs I had been in and the environment I was trained in, everything is so sad... Ok maybe except 1 job, everything is... sad...

My current job exist because someone out there lost something... Could range from losing a life to losing material items... My old job and environment trained in... Umm let's jux say that most of the time we are a little late... Techinques developed are lag behind the development of diseases... To compare, my current job is the "saddest"... Cos no matter how hard I worked, crime still happens right??? At least if I change my scope a little in my previous job and work hard enough, with a little luck, I may succeed in preventing some dieases...

Human mind and heart is like the sea... Deep with unknown depths... Well you may c the sea bed at some point but... the pressure and darkness... umm even with the right equipments, how long can one stay close to it in comfort??? From another view, those are points which make us interesting;-) Sometimes I wonder is there someone who can stay n watch in the deep n dark sea of human thoughts and feelings without getting lost???

Cos sometimes I feel that I got lost in it... But thankfully, my brain switch off often enough to give itself a break and breathing space which help me to find my way back... Have you ever been lost in the sea before???